I understand where you're coming from with both your words and your piece. I'm not exactly popular, infact, the only way I make it through the day is by laughing to myself about myself, and wandering off to lala land. I'm often found sketching to escape the real word. Composing music is another way to discard the world. But yes, I too write poetry, not so much on here, but I do write it. This poem of yours outlines the feelings of many. It's a rough time to go through, but most of us have this " Rough patch". I don't want to say it's jsut a phase and that you should get over it. It's not that simple, I know. I probably wont really move on until I'm older I'm 15 now by the way. The crowd is nothing without you. Because if that wasn't true, no one would think the crowd needed them. And without all those people, what makes the crowd?

*sigh* tony i'll never abuse you and i will always love you i just wish you could see that.... i'm sorry if i've acted ungrateful for being your friend is an honor i think i'm undeserving of i'm sorry if i've treated you wrong but just remember i will always be here for me if you need me and i'll never use you i love you and i hope one day you'll see that you mean everything to me feel better please

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I'm so confused... wait, maybe I'm not!

heh i totally kno where your coming from cause i'm still going through it in changing schools i mean i still feel like no one @ southridge rilly likes me at all but i dunno, and a lot of people have misconceptions about me cuase i'm really quiet at times and always walk around with headphones on that i'm like some psycho killer and so there afraid to talk to me, all i can say is from a quote i found somewhere and i always keep with me and it's kinda helped me through the fact that i really have no friends cuase i concider friends people who will talk to you and call you just to say hi and ask you to do stuff with them not you having to invite yourself pretty much you kno? anywayz the quote is "find somting you love and let it hold you until you can find your standing" i really don't now if that makes sence cause i changed it a bit cuase the origional quote is "Don't let anyone even your parents break you, find good people who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you can't find them at first, find good music and fall into it, let it hold you until they come." adn i'm not gonna sit here and say oh things will get better cause in truth they probably won't just cause that life...but anyhoo...i'd type more but i'd bore you to death probably....

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When nightfall comes i appear like the shadows, lurcking in corners, waiting for my true love to join me in my everlasting departure into darkness.

heh oops forgot to add i like the Poem vey nice......\ /
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When nightfall comes i appear like the shadows, lurcking in corners, waiting for my true love to join me in my everlasting departure into darkness.

Great poem! And damn love that icon also! WOOT!

Can we talk sometime?

You have no idea how much I relate to this.. non.. mmmm maks mask are one of the best things some times.. But some times I hate my self for having them..

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We spend our days, each one of us, in looking for the secret of life. Well, the secret of life is in art.-Oscar Wilde

It confused me that you used N8x's icon for the image for a second.

Fear fear fear, fuck fear.